i guess i am re-leaving what was suppose to be happening when i was in my early 20’s do stuff or something like that in my teenage days, but i am doing it when i was in my late 20’s. So what did actually happen in between my early 20’s and late 20’s is totally clueless to me. trying to figure out what actually happen to me. so i guess i am trying to pick up all the missing details that has been missing through out my life in between my early 20’s and late 20’s. probably i just woke up from hypnotize that was done on me.
some where in my life that really change me and regret making that decisions is hunting me. i try to figure it out and i thought i could solve it myself and change the way i am rite now, where i soon realize that i was leaving in denial. that i am scared of everything. all i did was just to let the flow bring me to where life has for me like i don’t really care whats happening around me which all i did was doing the same shit everyday. not moving forward and still holding to the past and thinking about what i regret and how it would be if i don’t make the regret decision. but lucky for me i have the best-friends who make me realize and wanting the best and making me understand what i am doing and helping me to move forward and not looking back at the past. well I’m gonna do it, taking a step at a time to gain back my self-esteem and confident so i can be the person who i really was with some improvement….wish me luck!!!
